It's been a few days.

So I can't really grip about to much to be honest, just been reflecting on my life mostly for the last few days and the mega shit ton of things I have on my plate.   I was busy getting my battle gear ready for a fight I keep begging to come so we can end the war here in Korea, but I pray it never does because of all the death.  I am firmly at peace with it too knowing I will be one of the first to most likely die because of where I am, should the fighting start again.  I'm completely ok with it and I'm not sure why, other than because I have reflected on my life while I arranged and rearranged my pouches and such so that I know exactly where everything is without having to look.   That's such a critical thing when in the heat of the moment, that you know exactly what's where and you don't have to think about it.  

I was doing all of this while listening to a few different bands and genre of music, some of which surprise people when they look at it, but on my itunes the play list is labeled "My Soundtrack".  You would have to know my life in some pretty ugly detail to understand alot of the songs on here but I'll give a list of them if anyone wants to track them down and have a listen.  Mind you they aren't in exact order of my life but you get the idea behind them.  It'll be song the band. 

1. As the Candle Burns, Trixter
2. Road of a Thousand Dreams, Trixter
3. 45, Shinedown
4. Diamond Eyes (Boom-Lay Boom-Lay Boom)
5. Citizen Soldier, 3 Doors Down
6. Another Rainy Night, Queensryche
7. Wish I had an Angel, Nightwish
8. Bad for Good, Meat Loaf
9. Blind as a Bat, Meat Loaf
10. It Snows in Hell, Lordi
11. Leave out all the Rest, Linkin Park
12. This Fire Burns, Killswitch Engage
13. Unbroken, Killswitch Engage
14. This is Absolution, Killswitch Engage
15. Carry on Wayward Son, Kansas
16. Waste Years, Iron Maiden
17. Blood Brothers, Iron Maiden
18. Stand Alone, Iced Earth
19. Come What May, Iced Earth
20. Feels like a Hammer, Dangerous Toys
21. Roll on 18 Wheeler, Alabama
22. Highway to Hell, AC/DC

If you have questions about the songs and what they mean please feel free to ask.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h4hYzgylNUs